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Journal: Home
People spend a lot of time at wotmania, and I think that's a bit of an understatement. I decided that letting people keep a journal at wotmania (whether it be about wotmania or Real Life™ in general) might be a good thing. These journals can be kept completely private, or open for the world. Below are some of the most recent entries that are available for public consumption. Enjoy!
this song always makes me feel better
Author: DarkWanderer
Posted: Sunday, May 11, 2008
Views: 22
Cos this world swallows souls
And when the blues unfold
It gets cold -- solids -- burns holes
You're going mad
Perhaps you always were
But when things were good you just didn't care
This is called irony
When you most need to get up you got no energy
Time and time shit will happen
The dark shit's unwrapping
But no-one's listening your mates are laughing
Your brethren's fucking and then you start hating
Your stomach starts churning and your mind starts turning.
So smoke another draw
It won't matter no more but the next day still feels sore
Rain taps on your window
Always did tho but you didn't hear it when things were so-so
You're on your own now
Your little zone you were born alone and believe me you'll die alone
Weed becomes a chore
You want the buzz back so you follow the others onto smack
Just try and stay positive
Feels nice and still
Good thing about brown is it always will
It's easy, no-one blames you
It's that world out there that's fucked you
You're no less of a person and if God exists
He still loves you
Just remember that - the more you sink the further back from that brink
Maybe you've lifetime scars and you think tattoos might be more fitting
But who's picking?
Searching for yourself you find demons
Try and be a freeman and grasp that talisman
Cos your the same as I am
We all need our fellow man
We all need our samaritan.
Maybe I'm better looking than you tho
Maybe I've got more dough - but am I happier... no.
Get the love of a good girl and your world will be much richer than my world
And your happyness will uncurl
Just try and stay positive
Stop dreaming
People who say that are blaspheming
They're doing nine to five and moaning
And they don't want you succeeding when theyve blown it
And your idols - who are they?
They too dreamt about their day
Positive steps will see your goals.
Whether it's dollars or control, feel the gold.
I aint helping you climb the ladder
I'm busy climbing mine.
That's how it's been since the dawn of time
If you reach a cul-de-sac
The world turns it's back
This is your zone, it's like blackjack
He might get the ace or the top one
So organise your two's and three's into a run then you'll have fucked him some
And for that you'll be the better one
One last thing before you go though
When you feel better tommorow you'll be a hero
But never forget today. you could be back here
Things can stray
What if you see me in that window?
You won't help me I know.
That's cool, just keep walking where you go.
Carry on through the estate, stare at the geezers so they know you aint lightweight
And go see your mates
And when they don't look happy
Play them this tape
Just try and stay positive
I hope you understand me
Just try and stay positive
I aint no preaching fucker and I aint no do-goody-goody either
This is about when shit goes pear-shaped
And if you aren't or ever have been at rock bottom then good luck to you in the big wide world
But remember that one day shit might just start crumbling
Your bird might fuck off or you might loose your job
It's when that happens that what I'm talking about will feel much more important to you
So if you aint feeling it, just be thankful that things are cool in your world.
Positivity
Just try and stay positive
Choose life.
...........I'm not good...
..................or real
......................I'm evil...
..............and imaginary.
Horrible day.
Author: Danae alThor
Posted: Sunday, May 11, 2008
Views: 148
To begin with, the pain. The pain!
Then, the phone calls.
THEN! R's parents came over - and hello, I have heard a lot about these people and it would have been nice to say hello and instead I can;t string sentences together and I FORGET R'S SURNAME and so cannot say "Mrs. _____" and instead go "R's Mum", in a conversation with R's dad.
I want to sleep some more. But I am going to give in to my coffee cravings instead.
This is because I am a moron.
. .
Jake
. .
You don't see it?
Author: nolens_volens
Posted: Sunday, May 11, 2008
Views: 195
Or... you don't care?
You just don't feel like talking to me, I can tell, and that's okay. Maybe I wouldn't want to talk to me either. But the thing is, you've got no right to be impolite.
The least you could do is say hello. "Hello." It's not that hard, honestly. Please don't treat me like I'm furniture. It grates.
(Look at that stupid little girl, like she has any right to be acknowledged...)
If I was older, wiser, would it make a difference to you? Would the years' impressions somehow make me more bearable? Would they, perhaps, lessen your - quite obvious - prejudice? I don't think it's funny, and I'm not trying to impress you. I'm not pretending to be someone I'm not, someone better than I should be. This is what I am. I know I don't make sense, but neither do you, and at least my sense is kinder.
(My sense is nonexistent.)
Treat me like a child, fine, but then don't pretend that you're all nice and friendly with me. Either I'm welcome, or I'm not, but I'm not going to induge the illusion that you're dong me some favor when you grace me with a passing smile.
(But then, why should you bother, to do even that?)
The worst part, perhaps, is that you think it's all some joke. A phase, something I will, or at least should, grow out of with the passage of time. I'm not sure where you get these things, but most of them are at once laughable and painful. I'm crying, because it's not alright that you're doing this to me. It's not nice, and hardly fair.
(The world's not a fair place...)
If I'm going to be shut out, if you think I don't know enough, or am too immature, than fine. Fine.
I'll go sit outside, on the wet grass, and have myself a nice little cry.
Please don't laugh at me anymore than is necessary.
<3 <3 <3 <3 <3
...and welcome to a world where being yourself will never be accepted...
yaaaawn
Author: Dark Gholam
Posted: Sunday, May 11, 2008
Views: 193
U_U tired...sleepy...chat aint working? lesseee...CMB is a bit slow...TV is totally boing (well it's 7 am and sunday)
 but I dont want to go back to sleep!
now, I want to wake someone up ._. but i can't think of whom
"Celia says (06:25 p.m.):
Vegetables are for consumption, not consumation"
"Celia says (06:43 p.m.):
i'm very shagable "
cameracait (12:53:50 a.m.): i need to be cool
Cherie Moy. Alpha Sister. 
HALA MADRID!
*sigh*
Author: Beast_01
Posted: Sunday, May 11, 2008
Views: 197
i think i ike her a lot. one could say that i possibly love her.
i don't know what love is or what it feels like...or if its possible to feel kindred spirits with someone after only 2 dates...but dammit. i do feel that way. i hope she feels the same.
"Sir, are you classified as human?"
"Negative, I am a meat popsickle"
~Anyone who knows what this is from gets 5 wSE points, maybe.
Enjoying this week
Author: Baileron
Posted: Saturday, May 10, 2008
Views: 389
Dang I dont know what ill do with my time. Im off from now till may19 and already im bored. But I do need the break. I guess you all will be hearing alot outta me. LOL Anyways not alot goin on. Went fishing this morning and caught 11 bass in 4 hours. Not bad. We have a pond at work thats really great. Got my mom her 1st Mp3 player for mothers day and gave it to her today since she works tommorrow. Wow that was an ordeal, showing her how to load music on it. But im sure she got it although she will pretend she dosent just to get me over to her house more. Cool. My wife isnt sharing my mood though. She couldnt get the time off I did so she is still working (night shift) so shes sleeping now. But its still gonna be great. Im cooking for her tommorrow for MD and I hope she likes it. Steak and potatoes. MMMMM Even if she dosent I will lol. I guess thats it for now. Hold it down yall.
Hello!
Author: Zoom
Posted: Saturday, May 10, 2008
Views: 400
This is my first Journal Entry! Yay me! Hello everyone!
No I am the boss! Really...yes?
Author: kazetaran
Posted: Saturday, May 10, 2008
Views: 462
I think my puppy training is going very nicely. He scratches the door and without even realizing what I'm doing I open it for him. I can tell the difference between a "I want to play" look and an "I want food" look. And I find that I usually either throw his toy for him or pet him and tell him "Momma will get you your dinner right now!" This is weird because I tell my son "This is what I"m making for dinner and this is when we eat you decide to eat or not but I am only cooking one dinner." Hmm...Yes I think the puppy is training me well. My dog has manners, yes he does. He has learned that people do NOT like the playful tugging from teeth. So he will go and chew his raw hide bone when he feels especially rompish. I have even seen him toss his bone in the air and then pounce on it as if it were trying to get away from him. Those tricksy bones. But he likes it much more when his people do it for him. He can even tell us when to walk him, he either noses his red leash or scratches the front door. We named him Haplo on the way home from the shelter he was the quietest dog I had ever seen. He does have a bark, he just saves it for special occasions. Teenagers on anything with wheels mostly. He needs to work on his "Company Manners" He tends to maul and horde the company by trying to lick them TO DEATH. He is just about 10 months old. Still a puppy, but I think he is training and running his home like a pro already. How did we ever get along without him? I don't know.
 Grimbear my Husband and Asha'man
Sister Goddess with Danu
Guarded by Roland00
Aunt of Delireus
browncoat
"I'm too precious!" ~ My 7 yr old.
Edit
Author: Clover
Posted: Saturday, May 10, 2008
Views: 500
Better use for this journal space:
AAAAAARGH.
I am now going to attempt to strangle my drunken neighbors who think that 4:00 a.m. is a GREAT TIME to play REALLY LOUD ROCK MUSIC. FOR THREE HOURS, MAN.
So, my point is, please be my alibi. Thanks.
Clover
Paul's lass <3
Obama '08!
"I have to have the only girlfriend in the world who gets turned on by lightning." - Legolas
Bound by Love
Author: Danu
Posted: Friday, May 09, 2008
Views: 487
I have heard this song so many times and liked it a lot so I looked it up on youtube and founds this...
http://youtube.com/watch?v=0OoNlCM-370
Oh!
Lunatic Liberal Pagan proudly wardered by Crazy Conservative Christian Starbolt
CrazedWeasel...peace, you were loved.
I'm getting married
Author: PostSecret
Posted: Friday, May 09, 2008
Views: 597
Within the year to the love of my life. And I can't tell my family because they won't agree. And I can tell anyone else because they'll want to know things I'm not prepared to tell people yet.
I just had to get the fact that I'm really getting married out of my system and into words, because it's almost to unbelieveable to be true.
Through Time
Author: Jojjo
Posted: Friday, May 09, 2008
Views: 707
Spinning
Blood Survives
Lost
Eternity Forever
Death
Darkness Emptiness
End
Beginning Again
A part of The Mahusively Wombativley Fantabulous Duo!
"I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I've ever had"
Hm.
Author: nossredna21
Posted: Friday, May 09, 2008
Views: 702
Either I'm extremely paranoid, or I've just realized something. Yeah, doesn't feel nice, thanks.
Siddy's Green
*wears the bowtie*
Now I'm really livin'!
"When that case of incest came up, I was glad I was no longer Austrian."
-Jens
First week on site
Author: Baileron
Posted: Friday, May 09, 2008
Views: 643
As the title states, this is so. Im really liking this site and am actually surprised that so many people out there find WOT as interesting and engulfing as I do. Anyways more entries to come. Enjoying eveything so far.
A very strange dream I had last night
Author: Jojjo
Posted: Friday, May 09, 2008
Views: 666
I don't often remember dreams and not this well, unless they are nightmares. (I have a medication that says side effects can be strange dreams, and I'm assuming this is my first one.)
It began with my car breaking down, on a small road, it was a gravel road, I have no idea why that was important but it was.
I called my brother, he was going to help me with the car, he and his ex girlfriend showed up, they were living together, and he has no drivers licence and know nothing about cars, so I don't know why I called him.
My car broke down in front of a house it was near water, the man that lived there, yes I knew it was a man, he had huge breasts, he was married, I don't remember anything of the woman that he was married to, but they both came out and offered to help.
Then they asked if we wanted to take a break and go swimming. I got really angry at my brother, I don't know why. Anyway I ran home, I was living with my parents in the house we used to live in the longest when I grew up. No one I know live there now.
The day after, I called my brother and apologised, he also apologised, we decided he would help me at 11 am.
Then I got a call, from a "friend", I really did not like him, that I did military service with, 9 years ago, I have not talked to him since nor seen him, he and his newborn child was coming to visit, I explained how to get to my home, but I had to get my car fixed. So I suggested he went to my father and watched some sports on TV until I got back. I went to meet my brother and woke up.
A part of The Mahusively Wombativley Fantabulous Duo!
"I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I've ever had"
Am I a terrible person?
Author: Brooklynn
Posted: Friday, May 09, 2008
Views: 771
I moved out approximately a year ago but have allowed my mother to continue to collect my family allowance and borrow plenty of money from me. I am thinking about asking her to transfer the family allowance over to me for the last few months that I can collect before I turn 18, but I kind of feel guilty because she has gotten used to that dependable income. But I am just about to graduate high school and will be moving out of the province in august and I really could use the money that she owes me. Also now that my little brother no longer lives with her I don't feel that she really needs my family allowance, I am entitled to that money am I not? I do firmly believe that it is technically mine. I feel really bad though... but I'm also kind of mad because she hasn't helped me pay for anything since I moved out. My auntie, who I live with, doesn't make me pay rent and utilities so thats good, but I still have to pay for school, groceries, and grad, which is sooo expensive, and I have to save up for university, and for the move.... It's so stressful! It gives me a headache to think about it 
 I think I've just died and gone to heaven, only without the awkward dieing part. Wait a second, heaven surely isn't the one with firey pits of doom.... Uh oh 
So you all know
Author: Patemelah Sedai
Posted: Friday, May 09, 2008
Views: 773
My sister passed away last Saturday. It's very hard. But she is not in pain now and God knew she had suffered enough. I'm ok. Thankyou to everyone who has followed these entries and especially the ones who have expressed concern.
I perfer to be known for the deeds I have done, good or bad.
Nothing says humble like a dropped wedding cake. 
... Hey, wait!
Author: Clover
Posted: Thursday, May 08, 2008
Views: 757
Didn't I just post a long entry here?
Am going crazy, I swear.
Anyway. It was long. Amn't writing it again. Will just say: hope is a nice feeling.
...
And so is valium-y high. *has lots of shiny new drugs*
Clover
Paul's lass <3
Obama '08!
"I have to have the only girlfriend in the world who gets turned on by lightning." - Legolas
haw haw haw!
Author: Macharius
Posted: Thursday, May 08, 2008
Views: 930
Work changed firewalls so I can access wotmania again while "on the job". But, I've learned to live without... so in the interests of not tempting fate (again) I will not be coming around during the day.
Gentlemen! You can't fight in here, it's the War Room! ~ Dr. Strangelove
Formerly known as nUUdleman.
4 finals down 1 to go
Author: Dark Diggler
Posted: Thursday, May 08, 2008
Views: 942
Two more finals today, Tolkien and Editing. My teacher for Editing is by far one of the best teachers I've ever had, and I really enjoyed the class, even though it was murder trying to get up for an 8:00 a.m. class. The final wasn't bad, didn't take too long, and was pretty fair. I think my other class, Structure of the English Language, may have muddied me up on the test though. Sometimes knowing too much about a subject can confuse you when you're looking for something more simple.
The Tolkien final was pretty much the opposite of my history final. The two questions he asked were quite possibly the worst of the six he told us he would select from. One was on Tolkien's history in philology and literature, and the other was comparing his use of trees in the Silmarillion and in The Lord of the Rings.
I got back my essay for his class today, and I did really well on it. I got a B+ on it, which normally would piss me off, but in his class I'm ok with it, because he grades very hard, and a B in his class is like an A+ in another class. I'm taking him again next semester for Arthurian Lit, which should be interesting.
I think it's about time for me to nap though. I couldn't really sleep last night, which sucked. I only got about 3 hours of sleep. I watched Serenity while trying to fall asleep...and what a great movie. I loved it!! I can see why Clover likes River...she was a great character.
I had an extremely weird dream though at the end of the night. I dreamt that I was a guide of some sorts, and that at a certain road here in San Antonio there was a thinness in the world, where you could cross over to another universe if you knew how. I took this group of people along a very dangerous route to this place and we crossed over.
When we crossed though, we got stuck somewhere, like a canyon sort of thing. To get out we had to find a way to climb out of the canyon, and all I could find was this plant leaf that was covered with poisonous barbs. At that point this black cat showed up that had a couple of razor sharp spikes on it's back. My alarm went off at that point, but I went back to sleep, and continued my dream.
The cat could speak though, and it told us that if we let it do something to us it could get us out. It had this weird needle type thing on it, it looked like a needle you use to stitch someone up...it poked it through my neck and hung off of it. My body started to go numb, and I knew I was going to pass out, and possibly die. My alarm went off again at that point and I had to finally get up.... I really wanted to know what was going to happen with the cat.
Ok...so this isn't too coherent, and my prose and grammar are terrible...so sorry for that. I need sleep, and I'm going to get it now.
Edit: I forgot to mention, I'm excited for my dinner tonight. I have this really delicious pork roast in the crock pot, seasoned with a cajun garlic marinade. MMM...potatoes and pork roast...hard to get a better dinner than that!
Grey would be the color if I had a heart
In this place it seems like such a shame
Though it all looks different now,
I know it's still the same
Everywhere I look you're all I see
Just a fading f*cking reminder of who I used to be
- NIN
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